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[frahulettaes]

well. another mixed bag week. I guess the mixed bag thing should be my baseline then. work is good and I'm enjoying it. it has ups and downs of course, but that's the way of all things. the friend thing still sort of eludes me. apparently, I'm un observant or somehow insufficient at understanding my actions. I throw up my hands. I just give up. frustration and annoyance, sadness and regret.
KOH. Watching the DC is a joy. Ridley is a joy. Orlando, is a joy. Also, Marton Csokas. Ymmm. Kevin McKidd. David Thewlis. a veritable color wheel of slashdom. Liam. the big guns. Jeremy. good lord. I may die from the hotness. Orlando has an excellent seat. those of you who ride will know what I'm talking about. He would be an excellent centaur.
my most abject appologies go out to those of you to whom I owe fic, or any other sort of arts, words or communication. I'm adjusting to my working after ten years of not working and it's proving more difficult than I realized.
Mouse...I appologize for not putting up my part of the story.
I feel the need for a good flogging. Something to excize some of this pent up anxiety.

Comments

[jenlev.livejournal.com]

{{{hugs}}} thought of you today when i was out looking for herons and realizing how much 'country' there is so close to all the built up area i'm in. wish you could just teleport out here for the weekend.

sending you good thoughts and more hugs. and hmmm...a good seat you say? ;)

[frahulettaes.livejournal.com]

yes. excellent. there's a scene in KOH where he's riding into Jeruselem and he's just moving with the horse so naturally....ungh...i groan just thinking about it.
And thanks, doll. I wish I could as well. I seem to be wishing that a lot lately.

[jenlev.livejournal.com]

heh heh heh...it's good that there are moments like that to remind one of what really counts.

{{{hugs}}}

[frahulettaes.livejournal.com]

yes, exactly. sometimes what counts is something purely sensual.

[jenlev.livejournal.com]

*bg*

[nutmeg3.livejournal.com]

Kevin McKidd is in KoH? Now I really need to see it.

Also, fwiw, I think you do friendship just fine.

[frahulettaes.livejournal.com]

...sigh...thank you...it's not an easy thing for me. and yes, Kevin McKidd, He's lovely as a templar. I can see some Kevin/Orli, that would be very pretty.