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sad strange trip
Jul. 8th, 2006 10:46 amwhat an odd thing life is.
I'm thinking about being stalwart vs being multi faceted. See, multi facted means, to me, that I see, hear, feel and think things on and in levels. All at once. Being stalwart, to me, is having one view point. Choosing to see things in a single unified vision.
Someone once said to me, at Escapade no less, that she appreciated that I embraced change so smoothly. I think she may have said easily. I don't think it's very easy but seeing it and tasting it and being in it, is pretty much the only way I've ever found to deal with all that gets thrown at me without loosing what's left of my sanity.
I'm not always happy with how I handle things. In fact, mostly I'm not happy with what happens.
But I keep trying to move forward. Despite past problems. In view of them. From inside them.
Life=emotional boot camp.
It's hard. Ya ya ya. Boo hoo.
*cries*
I'm thinking about being stalwart vs being multi faceted. See, multi facted means, to me, that I see, hear, feel and think things on and in levels. All at once. Being stalwart, to me, is having one view point. Choosing to see things in a single unified vision.
Someone once said to me, at Escapade no less, that she appreciated that I embraced change so smoothly. I think she may have said easily. I don't think it's very easy but seeing it and tasting it and being in it, is pretty much the only way I've ever found to deal with all that gets thrown at me without loosing what's left of my sanity.
I'm not always happy with how I handle things. In fact, mostly I'm not happy with what happens.
But I keep trying to move forward. Despite past problems. In view of them. From inside them.
Life=emotional boot camp.
It's hard. Ya ya ya. Boo hoo.
*cries*
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