A couple of things
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frahulettaesGod, being sick seems to make me all introspecty. Maybe it's just given me time to introspect.
In totally random order and because I totally forgot the first thing, *damn you cold medicine*:
Leverage is really good. Really, REALLY good. It's pleasing to me in a way that The Sting was pleasing to me. Heh. And um...I may have developed a teeny tiny little appreciation for Christian Kane. *hangs head* I can't believe I just wrote that. There are a lot of private things about that for me, something along the lines of wanting to been like that or feeling something like that inside or something...bleck. Um, yeah. So. Hot. Thanks Chris.
You know what I like about the OTW? It finally gives us the ability to say "we don't need no stinking badges". And if you get that reference, I'll write you porn. ETA: Okay, apparently I need to create parameters: This reference is from the '70's. And it's color film.
There's this idea swirling around in my brain of late about women and permission and this perceived learned innocence act/method/thing and I'm not really sure but sometimes I have a clear thought about it. Like, I spent a lot of my life waiting for permission to act and I'm trying to figure the fuck out of where that came from. And also, during the writings of the last month, someone mentioned, and I'll be damned if I remember who, this concept about learned innocence? that women do? And further, this thing about being inside the privilege bubble and about there being no consequences inside the bubble for bad behaviour. (wrt: white on white bad behavior) Like it's so much easier to just let people go rather than let them know they've behaved badly, or something. Calling people on their shit is not something that happens a lot in my world and therefore, it's not something I, or most of the people I know, have a lot of experience with. Okay, that may not all be related. I told you, cold medicine. It's like drunk posting. Okay, let me just ask this: this privilege thing, we do it with everyone, don't we? I mean, it's not just poc that suffer with our privilege bs, we do it to each other as well. It's like this sick, turbulent, whirlpool of crap. OMG, that's just...me proving I have no pants on. Bleck.
And now it's time for me to sleep.
In totally random order and because I totally forgot the first thing, *damn you cold medicine*:
Leverage is really good. Really, REALLY good. It's pleasing to me in a way that The Sting was pleasing to me. Heh. And um...I may have developed a teeny tiny little appreciation for Christian Kane. *hangs head* I can't believe I just wrote that. There are a lot of private things about that for me, something along the lines of wanting to been like that or feeling something like that inside or something...bleck. Um, yeah. So. Hot. Thanks Chris.
You know what I like about the OTW? It finally gives us the ability to say "we don't need no stinking badges". And if you get that reference, I'll write you porn. ETA: Okay, apparently I need to create parameters: This reference is from the '70's. And it's color film.
There's this idea swirling around in my brain of late about women and permission and this perceived learned innocence act/method/thing and I'm not really sure but sometimes I have a clear thought about it. Like, I spent a lot of my life waiting for permission to act and I'm trying to figure the fuck out of where that came from. And also, during the writings of the last month, someone mentioned, and I'll be damned if I remember who, this concept about learned innocence? that women do? And further, this thing about being inside the privilege bubble and about there being no consequences inside the bubble for bad behaviour. (wrt: white on white bad behavior) Like it's so much easier to just let people go rather than let them know they've behaved badly, or something. Calling people on their shit is not something that happens a lot in my world and therefore, it's not something I, or most of the people I know, have a lot of experience with. Okay, that may not all be related. I told you, cold medicine. It's like drunk posting. Okay, let me just ask this: this privilege thing, we do it with everyone, don't we? I mean, it's not just poc that suffer with our privilege bs, we do it to each other as well. It's like this sick, turbulent, whirlpool of crap. OMG, that's just...me proving I have no pants on. Bleck.
And now it's time for me to sleep.
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Date: 2009-02-14 03:20 am (UTC)But I see from my search for that quote that, no, you are referencing The Treasure of the Sierra Madre. *sigh* No porn for me. ;)
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Date: 2009-02-17 04:30 am (UTC)Or ST:TNG Picard/Guinan?
hmmm. Not usually this het, but whatever.
Clearly I don't watch enough TV. Something Firefly would be cool, too.
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Date: 2009-03-05 11:28 pm (UTC)And: you *have* seen the pic of Baby!Jensen with Christian Kane and a whole lot of beer, right?
::smish::
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Date: 2009-03-05 11:53 pm (UTC)With: donuts. And sleepiness. If you please.
THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR YAY FOR YAY YEEP!!!